Don't let them see me cry

My tears don't help anyone

I cared about the future to come

And didn't focus on the present we had

I wasn't there to take the blow

I wasn't there to break your fall

Sitting helpless in darkness not knowing what to do

The demons inside me crying out for action

But where do I go and who do I call

Trying desperately to help you when I'm a million miles away

I want to take away your pain

My God I would kill to take your pain

If it were up to me I would be in your place and you would be smiling

Making the world more beautiful with your gorgeous light

This could not have been meant for you

If you had left two second later it would not have happened that way

But you were coming to me

And you were coming to start our lives together.

This was supposed to be the time of our lives

Our beautiful lives that would live happily ever after

But I won't give up on what has been given to us

My life is forever yours

And I won't leave you for anything.

And I cry why?

Why you?

Why not me instead?

I would take the fall for you.

I would die for you.

I would die.